Nephesh

The Hebrew word Nephesh means "soul, life or self", the plural of which is Nepheshim. Your Nephesh is your essence, that part of you that is most you. Your Nephesh is something you hide from outsiders but share with those who are closest to you. This blog is a place where Nepheshim can gather and commune.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006


Hello all. How are you all? Spring is finally starting to try its hand here in Lansing. Josh and I had a great spring break with his family in Florida (yep, we even went to Epcot for a day with all three of his brothers and his parents...I felt like a child again and loved it!) Now we are here, both working and waiting to hear from law schools. The for sure acceptance he has received is at MSU, so we could be right here in the fall. I wanted to share a recent photo of me with my "nephew," Markus Hewes...Maren's son. He is just so cute and so photogenic! I pray for y'all and think of you often and hope things are going well.
Also, some thoughts that relate to part of what God is teaching me right now from Oswald Chambers: "the Holy Spirit reveals to me that God loved me not because I was lovable, but because it was His nature to do so. Now He commands me to show the same love to others by saying, ". . . love one another as I have loved you" ( John 15:12 ). He is saying, "I will bring a number of people around you whom you cannot respect, but you must exhibit My love to them, just as I have exhibited it to you." This kind of love is not a patronizing love for the unlovable— it is His love, and it will not be evidenced in us overnight. Some of us may have tried to force it, but we were soon tired and frustrated.

"The Lord . . . is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish . . ." ( 2 Peter 3:9 ). I should look within and remember how wonderfully He has dealt with me. The knowledge that God has loved me beyond all limits will compel me to go into the world to love others in the same way. I may get irritated because I have to live with an unusually difficult person. But just think how disagreeable I have been with God! Am I prepared to be identified so closely with the Lord Jesus that His life and His sweetness will be continually poured out through Me? Neither natural love nor God’s divine love will remain and grow in me unless it is nurtured. Love is spontaneous, but it has to be maintained through discipline."